Desember 02, 2010

it was like that, but it is like this now

i couldnt turn back. i knew it. but this guilty make me want to. 
and i promise, if i could, i will fixed every guilt that i did. 


i hate to be what i dont want to be. i mean like this. i had pass over many important people of my life. i let them dissapointed and annoyed on me and i know, they were irate. and therefore, im sorry. freaking sorry for that. please forgive me. and i promise, i will fix every thing that i did.


but everything was happen. and i couldnt turn it back. it was like that, but it is like this now. times changes, people change. i know i could change and fix it. i will never let them dissapointed and annoyed on me any more. i want everybody proud and happy to have someone like me.


for God, my family, my teachers, my friends and him