Desember 18, 2010

i just cant tell what i feel

God, help me
what is this feeling?
keep it away from me
it is harming me and the people around me

Desember 02, 2010

it was like that, but it is like this now

i couldnt turn back. i knew it. but this guilty make me want to. 
and i promise, if i could, i will fixed every guilt that i did. 


i hate to be what i dont want to be. i mean like this. i had pass over many important people of my life. i let them dissapointed and annoyed on me and i know, they were irate. and therefore, im sorry. freaking sorry for that. please forgive me. and i promise, i will fix every thing that i did.


but everything was happen. and i couldnt turn it back. it was like that, but it is like this now. times changes, people change. i know i could change and fix it. i will never let them dissapointed and annoyed on me any more. i want everybody proud and happy to have someone like me.


for God, my family, my teachers, my friends and him